"I have a dream, that once, this community of people will be a real family. But he said: 'Don't dream about it, forget it. It is impossible.' Maybe he's right, maybe it can be better."
I wrote these lines some months ago. Now, I am sure, that he's right, it is impossible. Maybe a part of the community can hold together. But not everybody. I feel so bad now, but this recognition was a huge disappointment for me. It is just why I'm so idealistic (e.g. I have a dream...). But I still have a dream, and I now, that we two can be happy for the whole life, if we keep distance from somebody, or from some people who cause us sad moments. Let's try!
